Another rainy day… and the cold has moved to D, and taken our motivation… where does it go? When we started this process, it was August and the sun was shining, it was easy to see us running every morning and loving it; we could be that fit couple that gets fit together.
It turns out the when the rain and cold arrives, we work together to continue to be lazy, it is comfortable being lazy… instead of going out to buy food we ordered in pizza and drank tea.
It is cozy and simple. I love that we can be still and enjoy music and a quiet home. The question still remains: Where is the motivation/excitement that I carried with me a few weeks ago?
I have been fighting a cold all week and it won!
It took my voice and my will to eat and run. It is hard enough to get up in the morning when it is dark and cold outside to do something that I have yet to “love”, let alone do it when my head weighs an extra 10 pounds and my lungs are full and slow!
After a sniffly weekend we ventured out for a 5 km run. To make it fun, we took the water taxi to the other end of the False Creek seawall, and ran home. I was 5 faster tun last week! Progress 😉
I find my legs are strong but my lungs are not getting the air that I need. Something else I should look into.
In two weeks I will be running my first organized run, the Holiday Hustle 5km on the Sunshine Coast. I’m looking forward to completing a “race” this year.
272 days till Challenge half. I still have lots of time!
Time to get my full body scan done at BodyComp. I had one done 20 months ago as part of a similar process, which came to no great outcome.
The following is the comparison from then to now:
|Total Body mass
- Keep a diet diary, to see where my calories are coming from
- Try to eat a ratio of 30% protein, 20% carbs, and 50% good fats
- Keep to a daily limit of 2000 calories, according to the amount of exercise that I do in a week.
In the last 18 months I have ridden my bike from Seattle to Portland in one day (a 16 hour 200 mile effort that had me clocking countless hours on the bike in training), and I rode my third Whistler Granfondo 120km bike ride (from Vancouver to Whistler) in 6.5 hours, a winter of weekly spin classes and 8 months of at least one a week Crossfit workouts.
I was not entirely surprised at my numbers… I felt stronger and faster. And when people would say the weight gain is muscle, as it weighs more that fat , I really wanted to believe.
The truth is it was not muscle, I am gaining fat… I run, bike swim, lift weights… and still nothing. It is very frustrating!!!!
I met Anthony at the doctor’s office for the initial visit. We discussed what brought me to here, and as I spoke of the struggles I have had with my weight, I was overcome with tears. We discussed the training I’ve done: long distance cycling, boot camps, personal trainers, cross fit…
He leaned in to say, “It is not your fault. We do not know what is happening. There is an epidemic of obesity, and we are at a loss.” In that moment, I was relieved to know that I would not be told to eat less and move more. That there was something worth investigating.
This visit got the ball rolling on getting the necessary tests done.
I had the following tests done:
|C Reactive Protein
||< 5.0 mg/L
I await a follow up.
I heard about the Whistler Granfondo in January 2010 from a customer. It sounded like fun: riding 120km up a mountain to Whistler. At the time a had ridden a maximum of 40km on a commuter bike and I thought, “how hard could 3 times that be?” I signed up, trained for a few months on a commuter bike, and then bought my first road bike and trained some more.
It took me 7 hours 10 min to complete in September 2010… I cried when I crossed the finish line 🙂 I knew this was something I would continue to do!
I love my bike! I named her “Hawthorn”.
And it Begins!
Today was my first official visit with Anthony. We met at the Tao Restaurant in North Vancouver over a great warm cup of coconut milk chai. I have known Anthony for many years, watching him guide clients to better health. I knew that the day would come when I would call on him… I knew that when that day would come, I would be ready for whatever he told me to do. We discussed many health things, family history and my health history, then we got down to why am I here.
I have important years ahead of me… my bone density is at the best it will ever be, fertility is slowing down, the 40’s will bring on the next chapter of life changes… and I want to be prepared. I know that something is not working as it should… I can feel it. Despite being an active person, I know that being overweight comes with its own list of health concerns: Diabetes, Cardiovascular, Cancer, Depression, Infertility to name a few.
This is my story of asking for help. After years of going it alone, I have a team of support to guide me through the Medical Health system, the Natural health system, a Triathlete Coach, and a community of friends and family.
For this I thank you!